Alright so..
*Sophmore in Highschool
*During the summer I didn't really use my brain except a couple hours a week from my tutor, but besides that the only brain activity I had was videogames
*While playing videogames my brain has, what it seems to be, rewired to the game itself. The game I play is a fast paced FPS that requires my brain to think fast. Due to this I just zone out when I try to read words and solve math problems I forget stupid details. It's in plain sight, but my brain doesn't pay attention to any minor details only the major one.
*I am extremely forgetful. I spend a hour writing down definitions for a vocabulary list and I remember none. When I look back everything is new to me
*I get distracted VERY easily. I catch myself, then when I try to do some work, 9/10 times I immediately go back to zoning out.
*The only daydreams I have are events that happen in the game I play, just imagining cool scenarios in game.
*My grammar is also horrible and also when I type stuff, my brain sometimes turns off and if a word is half way typed, I type a random word. For example when I was typing this sentence, "and also" I typed in "and always"
*I'm on autopilot 24/7, when doing math problems I don't use my brain, I just look at problems, and just do it.
*My reflexes have lowered
*People tell me I look zone out and tired all the time.
*My brain goes in short bursts, I can't connect things together
*Communicating with others is fine for me, no struggle in that.
*I've tried sleeping early for the past 2 weeks, nothing has happened
*My body NEVER seems to be focused
*When I think it seems like I've just hit a wall and I can't "open" up my brain
*My brain feels so foggy and when I try to recollect memories or thoughts, I see a fragment of it for a split second then it disappears. If I try to push it and try to think more, my brain doesn't exactly hurt, but the feeling isn't pleasant either.
*In online chat, I send messages in short bursts, usually compromising for three or so words
*During this school year since I didn't bother to understand the things they were teaching I intentionally attempted to blank out and zone out and just think of scenarios playing videogames
*My mind throughout the day is always a blank void
I've quit playing videogames for 2 weeks, stopped sending messages weird and tried to use my brain, but no avail. It started hitting hard last monday, 10/13/14.
Please help me I brought this upon myself and my brain has been fully rewired. This has had a huge effect on my academics. I was a straight A student in AP and Honor classes, but now sophmore year is harder and I can't think anymore.
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