Hello lads... About one week ago I started to date a f*****g awesome chick, awesome as stunning good looking and as personality. Yesterday night I went to her friends house with a pal ( who was dating her best friend ), had a few shots of tequila... started making out and then we went upstairs in her bedroom. We had foreplay for about one hour, where I had several erections... but when I was at the point to put on the condom the id**t downstairs went limp. I even went to bathroom, started masturbating and tried to put it on still no luck, guess because I was the most nervous person in the planet. I hate myself with all my heart, as she was amazing... and when thinking I missed a chance like that I feel sick of me. Now I get thoughts that I'll never be able to have sex again... without having a long relationship and talking the whole story with the girlfriend and finally manage to do something. Only like this... but with new fresh partners.. I think I'm screwed for life, and I hate me, been depressed and slept the whole day. I almost forgot, umm, this was the second time having sex... the first time with a partner the same problem came up, but the second day I had no problems whatsoever and made it with her for a couple of times. I'm 18 in two months if it matters.