SECOND STAGE SUBOX WITHDRAWAL. My doc never told me. i didn't know this could happen to me. i started out brave n strong never deviated from my goal to give up subox. the past 3 months have been more than i can take, alone, disabled. i have stumbled. i have done a no no in the world of meds, someone put it in my hand...i took it out of curosity. i felt normal for the first time in way too long. i am now a failure. what do i do now? help please. it has been like maybe 6 or 7 months withdrawal time. i couldnt stop shaking, no peace. rsd is spreading slowly up my leg. yet i am considered an addict. electric shocks in foot, freezing cold, sweating that is just part of how i have been living. cant get out of my head. sleep is a gift. i hate being awake. please advise, thanks.