So I have this tube inside my penis shaft. I don't think it's a vein since it has no slight coloring like the veins near it. It's also always the same size and flexible. I can push the tube a little to the side with my finger. But the ending is fixed at the side of my penis and the start is behind my shaft. Maybe up to the bladder?

I was thinking this was some kind of catheter but I don't think they are supposed to be permanent, right? When I was little I had difficulties peeing and needed a surgery. All I remember is someone saying they put a tube inside to help urination. But it's a vague memory I really can't tell if that's what they said.

As far as I know, I have had this tube ever since then. But I could be wrong as I wouldn't be paying attention to my penis as a little kid. However, I am positive I have had this tube for at least over 3 years. I am 19 years old now.

The tube is painless but ever since last year I have been having the most grueling anxiety attacks regarding health. I just desperately want to make sure that I am all right in every aspect of my body. Please help.

I have photos too. Can I post links to them on this site or should I email you?