so i have been on zoloft for about 5 years and about 6 months ago i lost my job and can no longer afford it so i havent had any in about a month and a half... i dont know if i really need ot get back on them or if its still just the mood swings but i feel like everything i do is wrong, worse than before i started taking them and i cry myself to sleep on a pretty regular basis part of that is purely emotional trama from losing my dad because the year anniversary is coming up in about 19 days but part of that i have no clue what it is... every little argument me and my boyfriend have i feel like its all my fault even when i know its not.. i feel like his parents hate me even though i know they dont. i even feel like my own family hates me sometimes.. i do see a therapist but i havent seen her in almost a month cause i got really sick and couldnt make my appointments but anyway i have no idea why i feel this way but its worse than before i started taking them and i started taking them to help my depression and anxiety... any advice? anything?