Okay I was giving my bf a blow job like always and he grabbed my ponytail. When I started to suck I felt the grip he had on my hair get titer and then he started to push. I never deepthroat before and he new that but he kept pushing. My underwear was already off but he took out his penis and shoved my underwear in to my mouth and then shoved his penis back in like never thought he would do that with me and then he grabbed me by the throat and started to strangle me. As he started to push harder I started to black out. When I woke up he was fingering me. I new he wasn't trying to hurt me and he just wanted to try something different but what should I tell him.
Loading...
Hi guest, I am really sorry you had that experience. You are right. He has abused you and seriously broken your trust. I hope this dorsnt sound too blunt but he sexually assaulted you by forcing you to perform sexual acts that you never consented to. And he did it in a brutal way with no concern for your welfare. Personally I would tell him it is over. I would also consider going to the police or a sexual assault service that offers counselling and support. If he is going to treat you like that you are not safe. It is ok for him to want something different, even something kinky. But he needs to negotiate limits and boundaries first. Not assault you out of the blue. And if you say "no I'm not into that" he needs to respect that. relationships need to be built on respect and trust. He treated you with contempt. Stay away from him. Tell a trusted adult what happened, and keep yourself safe. My thoughts are with you.
Loading...
Tell him "goodbye. It's over. I never want to ser you again". Don't let him sweet talk you with false promises. The cycle of abuse is insidious and if he doesn't kill you, and believe me, what he did put your life at risk, if you get into an abusive relationship it will kill you emotionally. There are no second chances when it comes to sexual assault, physical assault or verbal/emotional abuse. It's one strike and you're out. Leave him. Find someone who treats you like a treasure. And no turning back no matter how hard that might be.
Loading...