Please help. I think I'm a lesbian. I don't want to be one. I'm 16 and I have seem to lost my attraction in guys. Like even the ones I obsessed over. I don't go to school anymore but suddenly when I start staying home a lot I get all of these thoughts crashing in about girls. I watch lesbian porn but now I feel like I'm addicted. I'm always turned on and penis is appealing to me still. Like I always wanted a husband and kid but now every time I say it there's a second voice saying I want a wife too or a girlfriend and I'm so scared. When I was in school some months ago I had crushes like thought they were cute and stuff but they never liked me you know? And now I ave all of this anxiety and I'm so afraid. I went on a date yesterday and he was okay looking but when I kissed him I wanted to throw up after. I can't stop thinking about Lesbian porn and i haven't watched in three days. I don't want to be a lesbian and now I don't know what I want. At first I wasn't picturing myself with a girl and now when I just let the thoughts go it gives me anxiety like. Holding hands or kissing a girl or doing sexual things with them. All this stuff that wasn't here like a year ago . Am I a lesbian? Please help me. I've been crying so much. Something is so off. My mom said it could just be my hormones. But I would be okay if I was like Bi. but a lesbian? It scares me so much because I was so obssessed with boys and now I'm just afraid. I am a virgin and don't have any experience what so ever. Please someone help me. Also when I keep asking myself am I gay? My brain says yes and no. If I say no another voice says yes. Or my thoughts would just tell me I'm a lesbian and I get anxiety around girls and seeing pretty ones. I try to avoid all of this stuff but it's just worse now. I don't know what to do. It's getting me eve more depressed. I can't do regular stuff anymore. Btw I have dated girls before but only online like two years ago. But now I just. Is this HOCD or denial? Please someone answer.
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It's okay. :) When you are calm and happy, think honestly and openly about your desires and urges. Stay positive, and remember to breathe. This is something you need to decide for yourself, no one can tell you to be lesbian or otherwise. :-) :-) :-)
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Maybe your bi? It's all okay if yor straight or a lesbian, you shouldn't worry about it your only 16 so you have lots of time to find out who you are, and whichever one you decide you like any decisions okay ^^
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