Excuse my language but f*****g please Help me please i only have 3 weeks before i leave for a military academy and i am numb desperately trying to feel i have had DP for 2 mabye 3 years now i cant recall it all seems so foggy its a constant feeling of not feeling im only 16. This DP is ruining my life i cant consentrate at school and i ended my relationship with my girl freind because i know i wont be able to be happy. For those who AWNSER this after i leave thank you and i hope this help others.
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It has been 7 years since I made that desperate and embarrassing post. At this point I have had chronic depersonalization constantly for 10 years. It has not gone away for a second. I went to the military academy and learned so much. My life got better, I got stronger and realized that I could succeed in school. After that I joined the Army National Guard and went to college but I still suffer from DP. It has been so long I dont remember what it feels like to feel normal, so I guess I can't feel sorry for myself if I don't remember what I'm missing. It's still hard to learn, it's really hard to learn but if you're reading this and you have DP just know that the best thing you can do is grow. Study your ass off, workout, socialize and most of all be a kinder person. So that eventually whether it's 1, 2 or 20 years from now when you do recover you will know that your time was not wasted and that whatever is going on in your head didn't slow you down. If you have any questions or need advice you can reach me out. good luck
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