Over a year. But during this time I’ve had a lot of good times but a lot of the times the ROCD has always been in the back of my mind. I read about this girl that felt like this for 18 months so it gives me some hope.
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It’s like a “i know you, i love you, you look exactly the same as you always have but for some reason i feel like i can’t recognize you.” i do have my good days where i’m like i know him i love him, but usually around 5pm i start getting kinda like hopeless feeling but as soon as i’m with him i feel better. I think i feel kinda lost about everyone but since i love him so much i think it affects me more for him.
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Yeah exactly. For a while I felt like the only solution to my happiness would be to break up with him but I don’t think that’s the case. I often doubt that it was birth control since I’ve been feeling like this for so long but it’s not a coincidence that everyone with ROCD feels exactly the same.
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yeah, hopefully we all get better and back to loving our bfs/husbands. i’ve always been super close with him and now i just feel kinda lost...
it hurts. but it’s only been two months i feel like with each period it’ll get better! (-:
it hurts. but it’s only been two months i feel like with each period it’ll get better! (-:
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It’s so sad because I’ve always said that as long I love him everything will be okay & now that I don’t feel that love it’s been rough. Hopefully you recover quicker than it’s taking me! I’ve gotten used to feeling this way so it doesn’t effect me as much as it used to but it still hurts. Best wishes xoxox
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does anyone else experience a sense of like you’re dreaming. like i feel like i’m not here. like i’m not real and when people talk to me i realize i’m not paying attention. it hypes up my anxiety and i feel like i’m not the same.
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Hey! Yes I did. It’s derealization/ depersonalization. Mine has slowly decreased and I hardly have it now. I’ve been off for 4 months now
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Glad someone else has it too! Well not like glad, but it’s nice knowing i’m not alone in that. I hadn’t really come up on a whole lot of people saying that, it’s scary. I feel like sometimes i look at my boyfriend and i’m like lost like i can’t remeber him but now i think maybe it must be what you were saying. I wrote about it a couple replies up but now it’s bothering me a whole lot more! I feel like it won’t go away and i won’t ever feel the same about him anymore. it’s so hard to explain and i just need someone to tell me it’s okay! ahhh :(((
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Trust me it will be okay, during those times you think it will never end and then the cloud passes and your like oh okay, you just need to keep reminding yourself that it will pass as well. It’s so hard at the time but try to hold on to hope! We are all here anytime you need to talk :) when this first started I felt like I was losing my mind and now I’m back at work and socializing which I know I’ve come a long ways but still have a ways to go
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I’ve been feeling really weird. I just feel like I’m always thinking about the future now because I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel like I always need to have something planned so I’m not bored or o always think like how am I going to feel tomorrow. I guess I’m at a low point but I’m over a year off so it sucks. IDK nothing feels the same and does anyone feel like they need to leave their partner to feel ok
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Does anyone have numbness in their hand and feet? I have been experiencing this intermittently since i went off of the pill and tonight it is in my right foot and right hand.. weird i know! I can't wait to have my life back.
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yes — me too. even my elbows. I dunno. I also have weird sensations on different parts of my body.
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