Okay this is very new to me I feel so disgusting that I let my bf have anal sex with me . I'm 20 years old and it's was our second time , it hurt but felt good at the same time I didn't tell him nothing but anyway he was being g a lil rough today I felt like I had to take a sh*t so I went to the bathroom and was using the bathroom I cough a few times and I felt the rush kinda like cum coming outta my butt so I went to wipe and it was blood what do I do . ? I cleaned up walked outta the bathroom and I sneezed and I felt the same the same feeling checked my pants and there was a small amount of blood again so I of course cleaned up again. So my question is , is this normal what should I do it's Sunday so I can't go see my doc til I call in the morning ! && I'm ashamed what do I tell them. I get very emotional fast and can't handle judgement please help I'm scared and I have no one to talk to about this