Hi all.
This is my first post here. Anyway, a bit about myself. I'm 27, male and I think I have to admit I have an addiction to porn. I'm trying so very hard to stop and doing other things whenever I think of it. Nobody else knows I have this problem.
A few days ago, I went to a brothel, it was my first time. The girl was nice and accomodating. After putting a condom on, I penetrated her and after changing to another position, my penis went limp. I had no idea why. The girl tried to arouse me again by giving me a blowjob and it took me a while to get it up. Then I told her to quickly get into missionary and penetrated her till I came.
I couldn't sleep all night about the experience. The next day I went back and tried another girl. Same thing happened. My penis went limp when I changed to another position. And she got mad and pissed. And I was like "sh*t, not again". The girl tried to get it up again but this time she was biting on my penis as she was giving me a blowjob. And I told her to stop biting. After I came, I was like, "Ok this sucked"
I think I'm messed up. My mind and my body are messed up.
I'm trying to do other things like read books and playing games with friends.
And I really want to delete all the porn from my PC and throw away all my porn videos. But I can't seem to do it.
I really need help. Please....
This is my first post here. Anyway, a bit about myself. I'm 27, male and I think I have to admit I have an addiction to porn. I'm trying so very hard to stop and doing other things whenever I think of it. Nobody else knows I have this problem.
A few days ago, I went to a brothel, it was my first time. The girl was nice and accomodating. After putting a condom on, I penetrated her and after changing to another position, my penis went limp. I had no idea why. The girl tried to arouse me again by giving me a blowjob and it took me a while to get it up. Then I told her to quickly get into missionary and penetrated her till I came.
I couldn't sleep all night about the experience. The next day I went back and tried another girl. Same thing happened. My penis went limp when I changed to another position. And she got mad and pissed. And I was like "sh*t, not again". The girl tried to get it up again but this time she was biting on my penis as she was giving me a blowjob. And I told her to stop biting. After I came, I was like, "Ok this sucked"
I think I'm messed up. My mind and my body are messed up.
I'm trying to do other things like read books and playing games with friends.
And I really want to delete all the porn from my PC and throw away all my porn videos. But I can't seem to do it.
I really need help. Please....
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It happens. My boyfriend has this problem sometimes. When changing positions continue to stroke your penis to keep it hard. Also don't take more than a few seconds to change positions cause wasted time can cause it to go flaccid.
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It is nerve racking when you have your first experience, but it was made even worse by having it with a prostitute, hooker, call girl i don't know what you would call them, ladies of the evening??
And then you added insult to injury by going back a second time. It didn't help you at all when the second "lady" got upset with you and voiced it to you. (they are not supposed to do that because you are paying for a service)
It does sound like you are messed up for sure.
Stay away from the w**** house, really try to eliminate your porn from your computer, if you can't do it, ask someone to do it for you, or pay the 50 bucks and take it to a shop and have it cleaned out.
It's to bad that your first time out had to be with "her" you have nothing to look back on and remember as a pleasant experience.
You need to get into some kind of counseling. There is counseling available for all kinds of addictions, such as..gambling, drinking,to much sex, not enough sex, and yes, addiction to pornography.
If you ever expect to have a warm loving relationship with a nice girl and possibly even marraige, you really do have to get yourself in check. Try it, i am sure you will gain by it.
And then you added insult to injury by going back a second time. It didn't help you at all when the second "lady" got upset with you and voiced it to you. (they are not supposed to do that because you are paying for a service)
It does sound like you are messed up for sure.
Stay away from the w**** house, really try to eliminate your porn from your computer, if you can't do it, ask someone to do it for you, or pay the 50 bucks and take it to a shop and have it cleaned out.
It's to bad that your first time out had to be with "her" you have nothing to look back on and remember as a pleasant experience.
You need to get into some kind of counseling. There is counseling available for all kinds of addictions, such as..gambling, drinking,to much sex, not enough sex, and yes, addiction to pornography.
If you ever expect to have a warm loving relationship with a nice girl and possibly even marraige, you really do have to get yourself in check. Try it, i am sure you will gain by it.
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The first time I had sex was with a prostitute. I was 16 at the time. I paid the maid the fee, and was told to strip and lie on the bed. Imagine the surprise when the prostitute came naked into the room. It was my mother! Mum laughed, and got on the bed with me after getting my penis hard by sucking on it, she lay on her back and let me mount her. Then, wrapping her legs around my waist, she made love to me. After that, my mother let me have sex with her at home for free whenever I wanted her., which was every night.
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