Hi all.
This is my first post here. Anyway, a bit about myself. I'm 27, male and I think I have to admit I have an addiction to porn. I'm trying so very hard to stop and doing other things whenever I think of it. Nobody else knows I have this problem.
A few days ago, I went to a brothel, it was my first time. The girl was nice and accomodating. After putting a condom on, I penetrated her and after changing to another position, my penis went limp. I had no idea why. The girl tried to arouse me again by giving me a blowjob and it took me a while to get it up. Then I told her to quickly get into missionary and penetrated her till I came.
I couldn't sleep all night about the experience. The next day I went back and tried another girl. Same thing happened. My penis went limp when I changed to another position. And she got mad and pissed. And I was like "sh*t, not again". The girl tried to get it up again but this time she was biting on my penis as she was giving me a blowjob. And I told her to stop biting. After I came, I was like, "Ok this sucked, no more for me". I left feeling all hot and bothered.
I think I'm messed up. My mind and my body are messed up.
I'm trying to do other things like read books and playing games with friends.
And I really want to delete all the porn from my PC and throw away all my porn videos. But I can't seem to do it.
I really need help. Please....
This is my first post here. Anyway, a bit about myself. I'm 27, male and I think I have to admit I have an addiction to porn. I'm trying so very hard to stop and doing other things whenever I think of it. Nobody else knows I have this problem.
A few days ago, I went to a brothel, it was my first time. The girl was nice and accomodating. After putting a condom on, I penetrated her and after changing to another position, my penis went limp. I had no idea why. The girl tried to arouse me again by giving me a blowjob and it took me a while to get it up. Then I told her to quickly get into missionary and penetrated her till I came.
I couldn't sleep all night about the experience. The next day I went back and tried another girl. Same thing happened. My penis went limp when I changed to another position. And she got mad and pissed. And I was like "sh*t, not again". The girl tried to get it up again but this time she was biting on my penis as she was giving me a blowjob. And I told her to stop biting. After I came, I was like, "Ok this sucked, no more for me". I left feeling all hot and bothered.
I think I'm messed up. My mind and my body are messed up.
I'm trying to do other things like read books and playing games with friends.
And I really want to delete all the porn from my PC and throw away all my porn videos. But I can't seem to do it.
I really need help. Please....
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Likely a disconnect with the women made the sex bad. You need to get into a relationship and it'll possibly help your porn addiction. You should also seek counseling/therapy if you really think you have a problem.
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