i feel like my life is a dream and i also have a fear of dying i get weak often and i dont eat a lot

Hello there, sorry no one responded to your question, I do hope everything has worked out.

The first thing I noticed is you said you do not eat a lot, you could possibly be missing a number of essential vitamins and minerals that are effecting you in a negative way.

I had a severe vitamin deficiency , and once I corrected that all of my fears and weaknesses did start to go away, it was very simple but I had no D or B vitamins in my system at all, and within a week of supplementing I was back on track when I thought it was about over !