Hi I'm 14. And I might be pregnant with my friends baby not my boyfriends. 

I cheated on my boyfriend (please don't judge I already regret it enough) with a boy from my school. We never actually had intercourse and in fact I am still a virgin but he may have gotten some pretty cum on my entrance. 

I heard a long time ago that precum can impregnate you and sperm can travel inside even if it's just in the area surrounding... I'm terrified. I live in the middle of nowhere with no money or anything and I'm scared that I won't be able to have a secret abortion. It would break everyone in my life's hearts. The father sais he would be there but I don't want him. He was just a fling. And I definately don't want his child at all. If I told my mom She'd make me keep it but I don't want it at all. I'm not attached to it at all. And I don't know if I even am but I feel like I might be.

My stomach has felt weird lately and stuff and I think I've gained weight despite me barely eating in the first place. I get weird headaches and things too but those also might be caused by me not eating. I kinda wanna just take a test and then see if it's positive or not. And if it's positive just kill it somehow. I dunno what to do... help me please