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Also, maybe you should do some research before dismissing other people's withdrawals. Here I'll do it for you. ***this post is edited by moderator *** *** posting web addresses is not allowed*** Please read our Terms of Use
And by the way, sudden discontinuation of long term benzo use and antidepressant use is MUCH worse than opiate withdrawal. Much closer to hell. And much more dangerous.
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I am just now coming online to this blog and will be here more frequently now. I hope like hell you tapered. I was on the same dosage you were for almost 3 years and wish I had tapered. I'm just now on about day 10 and just now sleeping thru the night and the anxiety is nothing I've ever experienced before. If anyone reading this is looking to get off this c**p..please do so with the help of a caring doctor. If you are on this...do whatever you can to get off of it.
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I started losing unexplained weight ( total about 20 lbs.) about six months ago, and two months ago awoke with a pounding heart and extreme anxiety and panic, very dark thoughts about my age, life and mortality, vivid crazy memories from childhood and adolescence.
I do not have any history of anxiety except one small attack almost 15 years ago. I felt anxious with heart palpitaions for the next few days and finally went to emergency medical with what I was sure was a heart attack. Admitted overnight, tests the next day showed no heart troubles.
After researching my current meds I decided Tramadol could be involved and had to go. I read tons of reports and sometimes gut wrenching stories (obsessed my wife says) of people tapering and quitting. I called my Doctor who was fine with
me stopping it and starting tapering off just a bit per week, quarter pill first then eighth pill tiny bits for the next two reductions a week at a time. I felt horrible after even these tiny reductions, couldn't eat, very tense stomach, anxious and unable to sleep. Started taking supplements like crazy, not sure if they helped but the usual b12, fish oil, multivitamin herbal tablets etc.
I decided I couldn't take it anymore and quit the remaining 50mg tablet all at once. my Doctor who seems mostly unaware of the nature of specific withdrawal problems or even dependence issues with tramado, did recommend an rx drug called gabapentin to take at night for the worst of the withdrawal symptoms I was afraid of.
First few days all physical symptoms flu like, congestion, runny nose very weak and painful muscles, I tried to stay active, took long walks every day ate as best I could and took 300 mg of the gabapentin at night before sleep. This really helped the first four nights, I could feel my arms and legs just writhing with discomfort like hot wax moving slowly up and down my limbs and endless tingling. The gabap allowed me to notice this but in a sort of sedated and detached way that did allow me to sleep an average of five to six hours a night. I know I would have been up all night without it.
Now I am on my 12th day free of tramadol and will NEVER go near them again, almost all physical symptoms are gone, sleeping Ok, but less well than I used to, trying to gain weight back, appetite better. Sex drive improved. BUT
The anxiety has remained a large problem, hits me mostly after lunchtime, Seems to improve a bit at night. I am worried for many crazy reasons, all divorced from reality, hard to enjoy my previous passions, get stressed watching news or reading a book, feel raw and easily overwhelmed by loud noises listening to music can be too intense, Went to a concert day 8 and had to take an emergency xanax which I seldom use than fight sleeping in my seat rest of the show. I carry the tunes in my head and cannot shut them off for hours.
I have a-small home business so I am able to work fairly easily in the mornings. I have been very open with this situation and have found many people sharing with me their own stories of rx med struggles, online forums are a good outlet to share support as well.
This is long and there is more to share, trying many anti- anxiety herbs and supplements carefully and at low doses.would love to hear from you both. I tell myself the anxiety is from long term use of a terrible way overprescribed mind altering drug and that it will take time to heal.
Please stay in touch,
Robert
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Stay strong Man!
Robert
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And like you, I find that my anxiety is less at night...guess it could be the Gabapentin, that it eases it enough to sleep now. The first few days sleep was not going to happen and it was debilitating.
I'm now about 10 days into being off the Tramadol and will NEVER go near them again. The nerve pain and hot flashes are subsiding, but still sometimes show up.
When I initially talked to my GP he suggested going back on them and tapering off like he originally suggested and let him know in no uncertain terms would I go back on that c**p. I would rather fight through this than go back and have to deal with the initial onset of withdrawals again.
Keep strong...
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Ok thanks for the response, I have been tapering off the gabapentin, down to 50mg after two weeks of nightly use. I know it can be used for anxiety off label but I am gunshy of another rx drug right now.
I see my doc in two weeks, would love to tell him I am much better.
Please share if you can what happens. I have tried many herbal, amino acid products with various results. Be glad to share.
Good luck and I will keep monitoring this site.
Rr
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