I am a 16 year old male
Ex alcoholic, although i have been drinking every day for the past 2/3 weeks
Mild drug user, and i have went from a heavy smoker to a light smoker recently
No self esteem, suffer hugely from depression and stress + suicidal thoughts
And have PTSD from a bullying in my primary school.
Going back to last year when my girlfriend broke up with me, my depression got bigger
Became an alcoholic and the self-harming attempts came even more.
I stopped dreaming after that for a while, up until about April this year
During April i suffered the mourning from a family member being brutally murdered
And ever since then from what i can remember i have been having nightmares every night,
These nightmares always involve the attempted self inflicted death of myself and the death of at least one other person.
Violence is always involved in these nightmares, And i can't seem to fully understand what is causing them,
I am going to take a trip to the doctor sometime during this week when i have free time.
I just want your opinion on what could be causing these and what i could do to, if not stop them, then decrease them to every 2 nights, or every 3 nights, or what not..
Thank You,
Ex alcoholic, although i have been drinking every day for the past 2/3 weeks
Mild drug user, and i have went from a heavy smoker to a light smoker recently
No self esteem, suffer hugely from depression and stress + suicidal thoughts
And have PTSD from a bullying in my primary school.
Going back to last year when my girlfriend broke up with me, my depression got bigger
Became an alcoholic and the self-harming attempts came even more.
I stopped dreaming after that for a while, up until about April this year
During April i suffered the mourning from a family member being brutally murdered
And ever since then from what i can remember i have been having nightmares every night,
These nightmares always involve the attempted self inflicted death of myself and the death of at least one other person.
Violence is always involved in these nightmares, And i can't seem to fully understand what is causing them,
I am going to take a trip to the doctor sometime during this week when i have free time.
I just want your opinion on what could be causing these and what i could do to, if not stop them, then decrease them to every 2 nights, or every 3 nights, or what not..
Thank You,
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hey guest990
first off i am very sorry to hear that you have had to deal with all of thoes terrible situations. you should deffinatly see a doctor/counsoler to help manage your depression and just vent out your feelings/frustrations. also is there any other people/family friends who you can trust to talk to?
finally where are you from? perhaps there are walk in clinics there 8)
first off i am very sorry to hear that you have had to deal with all of thoes terrible situations. you should deffinatly see a doctor/counsoler to help manage your depression and just vent out your feelings/frustrations. also is there any other people/family friends who you can trust to talk to?
finally where are you from? perhaps there are walk in clinics there 8)
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I don't really talk to my family about these problems, just psychatrists or who ever else there is.
I am from Ireland/Cork.
I am from Ireland/Cork.
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