So I stopped taking the pill (Loestrin 20) at the end of 2018.  Since then, I've had major doubts about my relationship - we have been together for three years - I'm 27 and he is 30.  It has caused me huge anxiety, which led to weight loss, insomnia, lack of appetite, not being able to keep food down.   It feels like my feelings disappeared pretty much over night. We got engaged at the beginning of February 2019, and all those feelings came flooding back for that day and then have disappeared again, although I do get glimmers of them from time to time. I've also had generally low mood, thoughts of self harm and suicide, although I would never act on them.

I'm losing my mind over here, has anyone else experienced anything like this?  And if you managed to get back to normal, how long did it take and did you use any supplements/medications to help?