I have been given Serzone, Zanax and Zoloft for about 12 yrs now to help get over aniexty, depression and fear of leaving my house after a drive by shooting. They got my truck but not me thank God. Also to help in the loss of 4 close family members all in one year. Now my new primary care doctor can't believe I can even function taking all those meds. I feel fine, however I am not. Its a fake feeling of happyness when I am sad; a cover up so I can 'act' fine at the simplest chores such as grocery shopping (which I haven't done in years); So all meds have been cut in half for 1 month and then off all but the Serzone. So far I feel jumpy, grumpy, not hungrey, aweful headaches, don't want to do anything ---- worse now then when I was on lower mg's --- its tough getting off or almost off. I looked up all 3 meds on the net, they all basically do the same thing! Anyone else experienced this problem? I am an active 58 yr old lady and a professional dog trainer and now I don't even walk my own little 'fur kids' - any comments/suggestions would be appreciated, I hate being like this!