I'm under 16, but above 13, and I'm just wondering if I'm bi. I like lesbian porn, and I have fantasies about other girls. When girls walk by, I admit I check out their breasts and booty, I might stare just a bit and imagine touching them if they're nice. I think I would date/do things with a girl if I had the chance, but I feel like I'm a little young, not for the dating part but to be experimenting physically. I'm not sure if I've really crushed on a girl before. I might have--I get butterflies when I talk to certain girls, some are my friends, some aren't. Sometimes I'll imagine being with them--holding hands, sharing a smoothie, going to the movies, and maybe kissing. I get excited when I'm near some of my more "edgy" friends (sometimes we mess around and do sexual things, but we never take our clothes of or really touch each other with any kind of serious intent). Whenever my friends and I do things like that, I wish they would actually happen. I constantly wish there was someone else that was bi or lesbian that I could experiment with, but I'm pretty sure all my friends are straight. Girls just seem so perfect physically, and to me they seem more... I don't know, balanced or something, both physically and emotionally. Guys... not so much. To me they seem awkward physically, and emotionally I don't think I've ever really been attracted to one. I've had several boyfriends before, but I haven't felt any sort if spark with any if them. Straight porn is OK, but not as good as lesbian. I'm perfectly OK with being bi, but I'm just wondering if I really am or not. I guess I would be a little nervous to tell people, but mainly girls since, from what I've seen/heard, when you tell a girl that you sometimes crush on girls she automatically assumes you're crushing on her. Otherwise, I don't think I'd have a problem telling my parents and l probably wouldn't mind telling guys--I don't think I would really care. Anyways, your thoughts? I know I really don't need a label on my sexual orientation yet, but I'm curious. I've had these sort if thoughts for a year or so, and I'm just curious to what other people think. I feel like my orientation is one big grey area, and even that I might lean a little towards girls. I just want more opinions. Thanks!
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Thank you for your reply! I appreciate it. It's just, when I wrote everything down it seemed much more exaggerated compared to real life, even though it's all true. It seems too powerful (for lack of a better word). I haven't been attracted to any guys since I started checking out girls, and during my "fantasy dreams" the only thing guy-related that happens is sex, though with girls it's both sex and romance. I don't know if that helps any. So anyways, if you could take everything that I wrote and scale it back a bit, would you still think I'm bisexual? And thanks for my giving me c**p about how "I'm too young for a label" and stuff, 'cause I already know that and I don't need people telling me. I just want casual opinions, like what you gave me, so thanks!
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i no what you mean . y dont u tell ur best friend what your feeling thats what i did it made me feel easyer about the whole "situation " and hearing what they have to say about it . how old are u ????
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