Im 17, and for several years now I have had these really weird lumps on the lips of my vagina their white and really small except this long white line that is filled with this white substance (I think its puss), and it smells and its a VERY strong smell, seriously i can smell it when im walking around college I know it me and im just praying that no - one else can smell it. The most recent thing started today though, at the little bit of soft skin above the clit its incredibly itchy, very red and bledding slightly from what appear to be cracks on the skin. At first i thought it would go away on it's own but it never has its just getting worse. Telling my parents is not an option (anything to do with sex is a big no no in our house, I learnt the bird and the bee's story at school) and its hard getting to doctors. Ive looked on the internet to find similar symptoms all i can find is this Vagina wart thing but puss isnt in the symptoms list. I dont shave, and im hardly ever on my period (about 3 times a year) and im not allergic to the pads. Im absoloutly terrified of getting close to a guy because of it Heck ive never even kissed a guy.

Im so paranoid about it, Its been effecting my life for years i just want it to go away so i can have a normal life of a teenager