Why do I feel gross after masterbateing?

It could be that you feel guilty of doing but let me tell ya, your completely innocent! It's supposed to be pleasure,.. Another thing could be the discharging liquids that happen, but that's actually very healthy

thats the same way i feel dude

Like the other posters said, it is not uncommon.  If you're not feeling guilt over what you're doing, which you definitely shouldn't feel guilty about, then it's just the normal refractory period after ejaculation.  Don't let it bother you.  It will probably lessen with time.  I know that later in life when you get to have sex with someone you like, then this becomes a great time to snuggle with someone and enjoy each other's company while you recuperate.

I have watched porn before and every time I feel disgusted by the sight of the video I just got aroused from. I know that The reason why I feel that way after is because I see how much us women have lost all sense of what it truly means to be a woman. We have so much power yet we forfeit such amazing gift converting it to the least worthy and creating only with the intention to gain wealth or power in ways that don't benefit neither us or anyone else. Therefore I believe it was a woman who brought death to life so a woman must rise up to put death back in it's place. Meaning identifying that it is us women who are the problem so if we possess power than it is time we start using it with the intention of nuilding people places and things.... instead of getting our tits and assess done let's learn the basics implement them and then spread them. The best is yet to come and I'm gonna be that woman that lights the match and spread faster than covid 19 this is a promise!+777

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Because you have just released all the dopamine in your brain.