Alone an scared on Percs

Hi my name is Giovionnie Im 45yrs female I want to get off of Percs 10/325 I have been on them for awhile I was in the marines for 8 years an I broke my back Im afraid of withdrawling but Im tired of taking pills Im up to about 8-9 a day My other problem is Im a munch housing byproxy victim I remember as a child I would withdrawl off of the meds my mother gave me to make me sick so she could get attention an the withdrawl was awful Im so afraid of the withdrawls off of the percs I want to do this cold turkey everyone thinking well she was a marine well trust me we get scared to if anyone has any advice for me it will be nice I have no idea what Im in for only what Im reading an I must say every-one is very strong to do what they are doing its just me an my puppy dog in this world an I could use some advice Im just very tired of having to take pills for pain an now Im dependent on them thankyou to anyone that can give some advice an everyone keep up the good job every day you are all getting stronger