Am I addicted to self pleasure??

That may be that you are addicted. Sex can be addictive. But what may be of concern is what started you thinking so much about masturbation. Perhaps there are some outside outside influences. Perhaps there was an event that triggered your desire. Or it may be just a phase you are going through.

You haven't given your age or culture or masturbatory history, and it may be that it is a new experience or one that is a result in changes in your body. Maybe someone else has influenced your interest. Maybe even some abuse.

In order to deal with your thoughts, you need to think about how it all sarted, and what causes you to think about it, and then see whether those things can be addressed. If you have been abused, you may need some counselling or therapy. But, on the other hand, everthing might be quite normal. So here are a few questions for starters.

1. How old are you?
2. Where are you from?
3. How long have you been masturbating?
4. What caused you to start?
5. How long has it always been on your mind?
6. How often do you masturbate?
7. Are you a virgin?
8. Have you had any other sexual activity with anyone?
9. Are there any cultural or religious implications?

I hope this helps as a start.