stimulants and anti-depressants to treat me. I've
been on the combo of 30mg Adderall XR, 30mg Adderall
(regular)=60mg per day + 10mg Lexapro at bedtime for
about 6 years now. I would have to describe myself as having slowing become a sickly, depressed zombie
with ADD. I honestly beleive I could have had a better quality of life if I'd only had the narcolepsy and had never taken all these drugs for
a treatment that has never worked. I was also one of
the few subjects on the Modafonil (Provigil) study.
It made me catatonic-like and then I suffered a terrible reaction after about the ninth week, where every single joint in my body crippled up and the pain almost made me suicidal. Cephalon insisted I was the only one that had a reaction, and of course,
it went FDA to market. I now suffer most from chronic
pain and fatigue, ADD, depression, fibromalgia, EDS and weakness. I'm only 48...can't work,can't drive,
and can't stay awake or alert enough to have a social
life or even a decent relationship. Is there anyone else out there like me, that has maybe found help?
It's the lonliness that will kill me before anything else. This wasn't supposed to be my life. Can you or
anyone offer me anywhere to turn for help? Please.
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