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Hello, I'm a 20 year old guy that is currently diagnosed with bipolar and anxiety. That's been for about 2 years now and I have been off medication for about 5 months. Well I've been doing research on schizophrenia lately because I've been quite concerned for myself. Now, I don't get full blown hallucinations, but I do get, what I call, shadow people. They're just dark figures following me basically. Sometimes they're in my car, most of the time in my house, on the stairs watching me. but I know they're not really there. They're just dark shadowy figures, that have 'character'. I also tend to talk to myself very often, I also argue with myself, and every decision I make has to be consulted with myself. It's not like I'm talking to another person, more like, I'm talking to another me. I have racing thoughts out the ass. And I sometimes have really demented scary thoughts, but I just tend to push those aside. I have a very vivid imagination. I can literallysee things in front of me by just imagining it. Like I don't actually see it but it's very vivid. It's hard to explain, sorry. When I'm in manic state I tend to think I'm special or super human in some way. Buy I've gotten used to that. And to me some of the things are more logical now than what they were before. I'm almost always anxious. I'm anxious right now. I think most people hate me. Most people are trying to hurt, steal, lie, anything bad to me. I know, it sounds very self centered but I can't help it. (I.e. right now I feel like most people will brush this off as another lying little kid crying for attention, I mean, I don't know) I collect receipts, all of them. I don't really even know why. But I know I might need them. I don't know what's wrong with me. Please help.

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When Shizophrenic individuals see hallucinations they think they are there and really exists..Sometimes they talk to them and start conversations when other ppl around them dont see anything..In your case you said that u are aware that these hallucinations are not real and these ppl are not real ....So in my opinion ure depression is doing this and mostly people who are bipolar sees hallucinations and they know that what they see isnt real . Schizos they think what they see and hear are real and they get confused about the reality.

 

Regards,

Gilbert

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I have the EXACT problem...but i am dissatisfied with the answer i read...can someone shed more light?
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What are the signs of schizophrenia? I was diagnosed with manic depression and bipolar, but sometimes I feel like it could be worse.
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