Rite im not sure exactly were to start and this mite seem
like an odd one.
A few years ago i had a bad experience on ecstasy and got really paranoid and thought
everything everyone was talking about was about me and that everyone kept
staring at me. This lasted for around a week or so and even tho i knew that
these feeling were irrational i couldn’t stop thinking them. I also heard
things and didn’t really feel like this was reality. I stupidly
tried to convince myself that this was a one off and it must have been a bad
pill for a year or so after and had a few mini episodes which were similar and
on a much smaller scale and i always felt ok the day after. I did also have a couple of odd episodes were i would get paranoid withouth the use of any drugs.
I did eventually realise that it must be the drugs and that i had abit of
a problem and must stop. I didn’t touch anything for over a year then stupidly
3 days ago i had a tiny bit of a joint and freaked out big time. Has anyone
ever experienced anything like that? the thing is its 3 days later and i am
slightly paranoid still and don’t feel like i can mix with people properly yet. I dont want to end up freaking out big time infront of anyone.
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