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I replaced the omegas I was originally taking with Oceans 3 and haven't looked back. I feel less fog, my ear problem is gone after 9 months(which may have been hormone related) not as much head pressure, and more of an overall well being. I've been inching my way back to feeling normal. I think the Oceans 3 healthy hormones have helped with that.
It's the closest to a magic pill that I've gotten during the late stages of my healing process. In the earlier stages(months 1-4) I took Valium and it was the only thing that put me at ease and relaxed me when I had debilitating anxiety and panic all day everyday, but who can function off being a medicated zombie and still go on with their daily lives(work school parenting) ?! I only took the Valium when I absolutely needed to, and relied more on yoga and teas to relax me during high stress.
This experience has taught me a lot and I now have an understanding for people who suffer from anxiety disorders and depression without being imbalanced from BC. Looking on the outside in it always seemed simple to tell someone to just snap out of it or not to dwell on things.
Honestly I've been feeling so much better that I haven't noticed any hormonal issues. Most of what I'm going through lately is just diet control. My period is coming in around 3 days so I'm hoping I wont have any anxiety or rushes of stress/depression when that time comes.
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So I started the Oceans and I think I'm seeing a gradual change. The last two weeks I've noticed I can dive into work and life and have hours where I don't feel bad. Went out with friends one night and felt like me for a whole evening. I'm working out every day and getting stuff done. However, I still struggle when I'm alone or idle. I start feeling weird and depersonalized. It's like I need a constant distraction which is still better than months ago when NOTHING could take my mind off it. I think the fog is slowly lifting too. Mornings are still the worst. Foggy and head pressure. But... again, I can spend an afternoon at the pool with my kids and feel totally normal. So I think I'm on the upswing?? How about you? I'm still feeling at odds with myself. It's like I lived in fear for so long that I don't recognize this new me. It's a weird disconnect like I'm trying to relearn my personality. It feels scary sometimes like I'm on the outside looking in. But stuff has definitely improved so I'm just praying this nightmare is almost over.
Shyla
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-Iris
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Oh I hear you on the needing a constant distraction. It's a lot better for me now, but I still have those moments from time to time. Way more easier to snap out of it and convince myself it's not end of the world now though when I do!
I've been great lately, grateful that I'm getting better. Glad that I've gotten the worst out of the way.
"It's like I lived in fear for so long that I don't recognize this new me. It's a weird disconnect like I'm trying to relearn my personality."
You've summed up how I feel these days with what you said on your post. I get so frustrated with myself n it's so hard to explain to others so I don't even try.
I get a glimmer of hope everytime I feel like my old self. All this back and forth of feeling good and just okay some days has me wondering if I'm stuck with this new mentality.
Now that I know what our minds and bodies are capable of, regardless of it was caused by the pill, it's still going to be hard to forget.
I almost fainted when I first got off the pill, had my first panic attack and rushed myself to ER. Now when I'm not distracted I'll pay too much attention to my breathing, or in the past my light headedness, pressure, or mental fog and wonder if I'm going to faint. Like I literally have worked myself up about this.
The Oceans 3 has seemed to have helped me also, I'll be buying another bottle this weekend : ) I'm so glad you are doing better, this has all been so rough.
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I start in 2 days grrrr. Already feeling more cramping breast tenderness. I just remind myself that with this cycle I'll feel even better afterwards.. wishful thinking : ) hope you feel better lady ! Remember this is just temporary.
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Jess
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Once you are off caffeine you'll notice how fresh air, wind, the sun wake you up or give you bursts of energy. It takes a few weeks before you start to not need coffee. I would switch to black teas and then stop from there. Good luck!
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