i am submissive

hi i just want to know if there are any other submissives out there that could tell me about there journeys into the lifestyle. i have met a Man a Dom and we have met s couple of times after communicating with each other for 9 months, I am scared to rush into things and He has put no pressure on me but it is the trust side of things i find hard to deal with. Has anyone else been in this situation? I would like any helpon this topic!

thanks
subky