So I am going to lose my virginity. PLEASE. do not reply if you're going to give me all the typical answers of "save it for someone special and you should wait". I understand all of that. But here's the deal. I'm going off to college in a month, I know for a fact that I won't make it to marriage, and I don't want to lose it to a boyfriend and then end up breaking up with them. Also, I'd rather be more experienced when I get to college. I know I am ready for this, and I want it. nobody is pressuring me. So basically I'm going to hook up with this guy who is really hot and really nice. Thing is, I'm not going to tell him I'm a virgin. I know all about that we should use a condom, preferably with lube, we're going to have lots of time, so foreplay will be aplenty ;) also I masturbate some, fingers only. Also I'm like 95% sure my hymen is broken already because i'm a very active person and a seriously competitive cyclist. So BASICALLY my question is, with all that information (sorry lol) and if we go slow, will it hurt like crazy, or will I be just uncomfortable and get over it, and theres a chance he won't notice?

 

(Guys please don't hate on me for this. I'm going to do this and I don't need people trying to talk me out of it. Thanks a bunch!)