It's snowing now where i live, it pervents me from going outside. Since i havn't been able to go outside i started to think that things were rong with me, from my guts hurting, my head hurting, my side hurting, anything you name it it hurted. The problem i have is if i think about something or read about something that has to do with a searius sickness i get the symtemps. Like if i read it then i start to feel like i have it. I have anexity that's the reason why i quit smoking. For example I learned that there's a small chance that you can get food in your lungs while eating. it made me afraid to eat, like when i'm swollowing anything i think it's going to into my lungs and it makes it hard for my to swollow. They keep comming up around late at night, when i know i'm going to be going to sleep. in the morning it's fine sometimes. But i'm afraid if i keep this up it's going to mess with me mentaly as it alrdy is.