I lost my virginity to my bf of two years back in 2015. Fast forward to 2016, we broke up and I went to college. Where I am feeling the freedom of being on my own and a newly single girl.  Long story short, I had sex with 3 different guys in a semester. In November was one guy, a one night stand from a party, who has me the most worried. December was another, friend from school who just got out of a serious relationship. and From September through January I slept with one guy multiple times, who slept with two other girls the same semester but with a condom, according to him. I always have sex with a condom, however in November the condom broke. It is now February and I haven't had sex since January and I do not plan to anytime soon. I went to PPH to get my birth control and testing, per usual. This time, they refused to test me for blood work, only urine test such as Chlamydia and Gonorrhea. Thankfully, I came up clean for that. But the fact that I wasn't tested for blood work made me feel super uneasy and worried. They denied to blood test me even because I am not considered “high risk”. I developed symptoms such as fever and nausea the next day and ignored it since I thought it was just anxiety.  Three days passed and the symptoms got worse so I went to the hospital and came up with a UTI. I was put on antibiotics and the UTI part seems to have cleared up but my anxiety remains. I have spent every single minute of my life for the past week worrying and thinking that I have an STD/STI. I went back to PPH crying and begged them to test me for HIV, I came up clean. But I still feel like I have something because it has only been a month that I haven’t had sex and I know it is too early to detect anything. How am I supposed to wait another 3 months for my more secure results? My heart is always racing, I can't sleep or focus in anything. I am always crying. I don’t think I can make it, please help.