I hate these kinds of downers. I'm just coming down from an alcohol (Jameson and Jager) binge from earlier and I gotta say, i'm feeling like total sh*t right about now. I've got a pounding headache from hell, dry mouth,  my stomach is queezy, and I just question all my life choices. It's awful. It's 3am and I'm having a very hard time trying to get some sleep. Just laying here trying to recollect what i did and how i even managed to get home. I just so happened to stumble upon this thread and found so much relief in reading some of the commentary. This feeling is amazingly terrible, I can't wait until it passes. 

I'm 27, in school and working part time. Looking for a new job at the moment since my current one has been more  and more of an issue with maintaining my sobriety. I'm a waitress, I do suffer from tremendous anxiety. In order to put myself at ease, I drink to "numb out." It works, but only up until a certain point. It's very VERY easy to slip up and lose control, like tonight I did. After finding this thread, I feel somewhat better knowing that people have shared this same feeling and it will eventually pass but, for the time being, I feel it's healthy to vent and let others know that you're not alone. This battle against the dreaded "impending doom" feeling is so screwed up. My mind is just racing. I fell off the wagon pretty bad today.

Wishing everyone the best. We can surpass this terrible affliction, it can be done.