long story short. had a sub doc for 4 yrs. couldn't afford the bastard anymore. i found a place i could afford. they said u are accepted . so i said, should i cancel my other DOC that i was going to? she said yes.so i did. so my appointment was a wk later to the new DOC . they said come in an we will check u over. fine. no problem. the SO CALLED DOC  kept telling me how to pronounce Suboxone.  yea OK .. so the DOC said they couldn't take me! i said that i was told i was accepted and now what am i gonna do?!! SHE SAYS i dont know. they didn't take me cuz I'm on benzos. so i called my other DOC back . everyday i called him. i even said if u dont call me there will be a note on my dead body with your name on it. still NO CALL . so now I'm 9 days off of subs and i feel worse. I'm crawling out of my skin. at night my feet feel like there on fire and i want to cut them off!!! no shower. haven't gone to work. I'm trying to work with them. but got a new DOC. he only gives me klons and seriquel. they dont work but i tried calling this NEW id**t for 2 days. i had left a message and it wasn't a nice one. secretary callls back and i told her i need a DOCTORS note for work and clonidine. b***h says we will call back. i get no call back. i never in my life have hated DOCTORS like i do now! i hate them and dont trust them. but I'm sick. when will i feel at least a little better? typing this took alot out of me......just want my life back