I have 2 children who were two completely different childbirth experiences. The last one had to be extracted via vacuum and I had to have a shot to stop from bleeding so much. I have taken the abortion pill before and had success with it, however I just recently found out I was pregnant at 40. I really do not want to have a baby and I do not want to take the abortion pill, but I feel that's the best solution as my husband and I are already in marriage councilling and a baby would not help the situation. If I have had to have a shot to stop from bleeding after childbirth, does it seem logical for me to take the abortion pill? I don't want to die, I just don't know what I should do