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Y0 just calm down bro dont listen to some of these people or even ur own mind because your just freaking yourself out. meth cannot crystallize in your lungs because there is too much water and that is just a myth, but it helps to scare people cuz they don't hold it in as long. Coughing stuff out I saw above with a thicker then glue consistency yeah I can relate to that, but the idea is not to force it out by coughing harder because thats how u end up hurting your chest, throat etc etc.  WHen you do meth Do you feel crazy sheisty or violent? 

I doubt you do, because the only people who get to that point,

(probably people already lacking a conscience) 

are the ones who stay up for days and days and days and smoke much more then you do. Bronchitis? I do not think that is caused from meth I know people who dont do meth and they get bronchitis all the time I have never had it before, but I lost my voice for the first time 2day. Cant really scream. But I ve had a little cold anyway and smoked good amount past few days, along with way too many cigarettes with a dry mouth. All bad factors that can contribute. 

 

As for the meth addicted mom post, and the guy who said violence or whatever. 

 

Only you know your mom and her personality, and chances are if she hasnt changed much that u can see then she proly has been using for a while unchanged, and without u knowing. Or she may have just started up again either way, does not mean she is to so much of a dumb extreme. Dont listen to that "current user" saying they all live for that stuff because he's prolly just as weak minded as the crazy bums in the alley. Just because sheisty people who live for nothing more then to get high and end up having no skills getting them stuck in a loop 

DOES NOT MEAN EVERYONE IS THAT WAY. I know people who have been smoking 30 years good hearted regular people. However, there are alot of whackos, watch who u smoke with. Addiction is a mindset, not a disease. SO just cuz you smoke doesnt mean your hooked, Meth is not an evil drug if it was they wouldnt prescribe its weaker form for ADHD.) Evil people smoke meth get more evil. Most people have some drug(s) they use, weed alcohol meth etc etc  some use responsibly some do not. The substance itself is not responsible for the users actions if  the substance was responsible people would not be thrown in jail for whatever crime they commit. 

 

Point being lay off few days, or forever, till u recover, next time you use try and keep water gatorade ONLY hydrating drinks like such handy at all times. Eat while ur on it if u can, I have no problem eating unless I get myself super Spracked out lol but thats only because Im too busy moving.  

As for the drug addict ladies sob story thats your own fault for going so hard into a drug and not controlling yourself. You blame the drug and claim your life would have been different without, well ask yourself where would u be then? 

 

I hate people thinking they are helping people out not to do any drugs by telling them their own irresponsible mistakes, and passing off blame on a drug.  Its because of all you types of users that set the standard that labels the rest as dirty sheisty and doomed inevitably if using. 

People end up differently, utilize your time noodle and anyone else when high, school, work, something producing future prosperity, and you wont end up with no skills and an extreme habit passing time to cope. 

YOur not dirty or whateva just cuz ur high, your not a f**k up, you not automatciallly screwed in future and addiction is not unchangeable 

 

Control your actions Control the problem and you 'll be fine.

 

Oh get better Ice cuz maybe ur connect got u some supercut .

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Reading your story emily... was like hearing myself speak my own testimony. Thanks for sharing. I am about to celebrate 120 clean and serene days from heroin, meth, coke, and pills.
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This is a devastating soul destroying evil drug.Good for you that it hasn't had a negative impact on your life.You are in the minority.If that was me after researching and seeing the devastation and loss of life this evil has impacted on people i wouldnt post anything positive even if it didnt affect me as it has others.Some one may read this and think i can control it with that mentality when infact that is far from realistic for most. This is a putrid evil wicked drug. I tried it once and it robbed me of everything that makes my life worth living.It causes depression suicidal ideation.My ex commited suicide as a result of the utter despair and depression it caused him.Only 30 years old.I plea to anyone reading this please dont ever try this drug ever.And if you want to inject be prepared to contract hep c.You can practice all injecting procedures saftley to the dot i did and yet somehow i contracted hepc.Want to ruin your life and cause the people that love u grief of losing you to this demon,because you become the walking dead,You die before you are dead from it go for it i wish to god i didnt do it.
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I read this through crying myself. What happened? Are you ok?
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Did you ever feel your throat and have it all bumpy and feel like grissly and stuff when you were sick like that??
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I would like to smoke a bowl with you sir, and just listen to whatever you have to say. You hit every point of the topic and then some. Had me like "this guy, knows. I don't know what he knows but he KNOWS." If that makes sense. But yeah, I legitimately would like to smoke a bowl with you guy. No homo.
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Did you ever get those lumps in your throat checked out i have the same problem. I would really appreciate it if you let me know what it is and if i should worry.
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you are spot on about the high not even being enjoyable anymore, and not being able to say no. i've wasted lots of money buying new pipes from trying to quit and being sure this time is the last so i break the pipe to make it just a little more rigmarole if i try to get high, it never works the shop in town knows what i'm after as soon as i walk in, one helpful thing is their closed on sundays, but as you would know the money spent on pipes is only a fraction of what we spend on that evil drug, i never smoke with my girlfriend anymore the arguments get out of control one new years day we argued for 8 hours straight while coming down . its just not normal who argues for that long? other times the arguments have got especially nasty things get said you would never say in normal life, this is the first time i've left a quote like this and its very therapeutic. i've decided to quit meth if not for good at least a long time. and leaving this quote might just be the catalyst for me to succeed , thanks people and good luck to people trying to quit.
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I had a boyfriend who when we first met, was amazing. A few months later I found a pipe in his night stand. I had never dealt with drugs so I went to a friend who told me it was for meth. I confronted him but he denied using. I became pregnant and that's when his use also got bad he became violent, paranoid about me cheating, checking my phone and location via fb. He would disappear for days and have this outrageous story that made no sense. I fell for his promises to change her used me for my money, he cheated on me, I got sucked into his abuse and in believing that defending myself would change him I was becoming like him in being verbally abusive. He was so good at lying...it was so painful to love someone who was in their own world. I had our son and even after he promised to be good, he continued. I tried leaving many times and failed after he became violent. I eventually left him went to obtain a restraining order and his smooth talking the judge only got me a 3mth restraining order. I'm in fear of my 6mth olds safety. The system needs to find ways to identify drug users.... I'm also pregnant with his 2 child after he forced himself on me after is refused to have sex. I feel so used, abused, and destroyed thanks to his drug use and lies, and no thanks to the system that fails truth and helps wrong doers. Meth is disgusting and ruined my family...
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I smoked meth yesterday until late tonight, am not an every day smoker. after melting down a good amount into the "oil burner" and started to inhale, it made a odd noise and the boiling meth hit the back of my throat. First I coughed and gagged then drank some water. At first I was just scared and didn't know what to do about it. after only a few minutes I felt a completely different high and got chills up my arms. Babbled and felt... Out of it. A few hours after consumption my throat and tongue are extremely sore, and I'm developing a rash on my arms. What can I do?

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Sounds like you put way to much into it somehow had it tilted.... you know the oil melts better if you roll the candle righ? Maybe don't suck so hard.... nice slow and smooth, let smoke build before hitting it.... as far as your tounge and throat use salt water a couple times a day. .The rash should be gone by now though...
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Loved reading this!
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Wow that was beautifully shared and can honestly say that that is me in which I thought no one would ever understand me because is not the everyday story with addiction. I am absolutely gorgeous,young,& intelligent although i get bored very easy which leads me to trouble. I have to much opportunity in the palm of my hands and a lot of potential to waiste in the wrong directions. Im very discreet and personal and want no file of getting help...but truth be told I have come to conclusion i need it.So if you could contact me with answers at

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I need help I'm looking for help to get my brothers and sister off crystal meth and heroin I just spent the night in the hospital with my baby brother who od on heroin I'm begging for help before it's to late.could you please help put the right people in our lives
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That was a very touching story. I just turned 23 and I am an addict I started smoking at age 15 and for the past 3 years is a everyday use. I lost my fiancé couple months ago for the same reason. She knew I smoked but I swore up and down I would try to stop it got worse. I became so violent and angry. When I didn't have it I would become this evil monster. I hated my self I am tired of using but my body says one more day won't hurt I've been telling myself that for the last 2 years I'm so ready to quit but its so hard. I opened up to my two older siblings but I lied to them and said I stopped I need help but don't know where to start from.
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