Crystal meth and throat infections

Emily! I want to talk to you! I literallty thought what you wrote was something i wrote because my story is exactly the same except im on and off every couple days... I want to talk to you! Please reply back and ill send my email. Glad too hear the ending of your story i cried!! Your such a strong person!!!

Yes she is defenetly on meth

Aw honey i feel for you , and i can only imagine what youre going through. Sounds to me like you are very smart and have a keen sense of whats going on and always trust your gut. As a former addict but current user for medical use only i can tell you there is no such reason to use a glass pipe for anything other than drugs ...yes they are called oil burners and there might be a .001 chance that someone may. May actually use it for burning oils but only if they also use it to smoke meth.

No self control to begin with. Unreal!

I was like you. I could take it or leave it till I was in the wrong place with it and got charges and child protection involved and sh*t hit the fan real fast. Congratulations you don't have an addictive personality.... Unfortunately not everyone's brains reacts the same and i guarantee their are way more meth ruined my life stories then your happy one. Everyone starts somewhere...i just had a friend sentenced to 80 months on some meth charges. Me was a jock im high school and used on the weekends. Meth ruines lifes. Somewhere somehow its going to f**k some sh*t up.

you know nothing of meth addicts. Lmao they dont just flip out. its stimulant that raises dopamine level creating euphoria and any one i on it would be super nice dont go scaring kids

your story has even inspired me to want to quit

Wow this has to be one of the most ignorant post I've ever read. & since your a "Non-Addicted User" maybe you shouldn't be giving advice about addiction because you clearly know nothing about it! & saying "addiction isn't a disease it's a mindset" that has to be the biggest load of c**p I've ever heard! Addiction is a disease actually. & you can think your better then everyone else because you've never become addicted so you say doesn't give you the right to bash & talk c**p about those who have.

There's confidence & then there's completely stuck up.

Gapiten is good for the come down and mood stabilizer they gave that to me after i got locked in a ward on suicide watch for 3 days when i broke a shot glass and cut my arm open after being awake for days.

Proud of you.

Hi...idk if you'll ever see this but I know I need help too...and I don't know what to do. I'm scared and I think about walking into traffic to just end it every single day. I hate myself. I've exhausted all of the chances I had at getting help from my family and friends. I just don't know what to do anymore. How did you get better? How can I get better?

What is your email ?

Sorry dude but ur moms defs twistin a sh*t pipe on the reg

wtf is meth eye Don't pick your dingle berries then scratch your eyes that's pink eye love hahaha

I don’t try to judge, (everyone passes judgement every once and awhile sometimes without even noticing) , I’m not trying to be mean either just stating my perspective. but the quoted post above was the hardest one to follow out of any of the stories posted here... Tried to re read it several times, still confused with parts, timeline, and just how hard a time other people have spelling words. Words they obviously must have read enough times to be able to attempt replying on here, yet still can’t spell them? Your afraid of quitting because of what happened 15 years ago? What happened 15 years ago?? In your story when you relapsed you said you lost your 15 years of sobriety... or semi-sobriety (because of the drinking) , so that would cause me to believe that when you say your scared of what happened 15 years ago.... your afraid of getting sober again, the long, hard but beneficial journey you took to try and regain your life back? Or your scared of the black dude? If so , get over it, and by it , I mean fear. Fear is what all of these above addicts have in common and causes all of them to want to hide in their drug use. The ones who say “ I maintain” , that’s possible yes, but not for everyone and not very often. If they do maintain and have no negative side effects most likely it’s because they are stronger willed and not afraid... fearful of what they should do , how they should do it... that confidence they show is because they are more in tune with who they are!! Which is awesome! Become more in tune with who you are ! And say no to fear! f**k that black dude, in my opinion a thief is one of the lowest of the lows in terms of “people”. Unless it was food to eat , etc. Don’t let people who have hurt you in the past , further control you! Even after they are no longer around you, by becoming fearful of it happening again. Instead LEARN. Learn to not trust so willingly. Bad people out there, LEARN to forgive but not forget. Learn who you are , not who others are. Most of all learn your fears and replace them with knowledge. It’s power. The power of better understanding and better decision making! No matter what we think has “happened” to us, most of the time if not 100% of the time we are in control of our own destiny, we are our own critics, and none of us are exactly alike. So get off this damn forum, and go read books by published authors , Doctors , and more Experienced minds then the people on here. Opinions are like assholes everyone has one. Learn what yours is then become it. Don’t “know” something , yet continue to not do it or fall into cycles etc. make a promise to yourself , and keep it! Fail? Then try again and again and again. Repetition = Success. Fear and hopeless thoughts = the “give up” kind of people. It’s no use, etc etc. positivity breeds positivity, negativity breeds negativity. And for god sake people .... let’s learn to spell ! It’s a helluva thing to be able to communicate our thoughts in a way others can understand! Peace love and happiness,
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