hi friends just to let u know how much frustration I have to deal everyday .This feeling of depersonalazation like nothing seems real and cannot focus is killing me yeah:(

I had 2 straight weeks feeling good and happy and now im in a mess once more.I cant stand this thing happens anymore to me.Its like im killing myself slowly I dont know what to do. I hate my life like this . Ijust want to be like I was before a normal happy person. This is not me not at all. This thing its ruing mysef my character:(((. Im suffering right now and I dont know what to do. People tells me just fight it. Im fighting it everyday trying to mask my sad feelings just by putting a fake smile on my face. Its ruing me and destroying my lovable family.....


Coping.....