hi, i'm holly. i don't know if what i'm talking about generally falls under this category, but then again i'm not sure what's happening.
i'm a 15 year old girl, i have a fast metabolism so i'm quite skinny and have recently noticed i've lost a few kilograms despite not doing any excerise, so i weigh just under 50. i come from an aboriginal and papuan background (my dad's side). i don't know if these things are relevant? but they normally ask this stuff at the doctors so yeah.
i experience headaches pretty much everyday and for the last week or so, i've been taking 2 nurofen tablets a day. sometimes, for a minute or so, my head hurts so much that i feel like my skull is shrinking. the first time, i was on a plane, so i blamed it on that with the whole ear popping thing. but i haven't been on a plane since then and it still happens? i don't know. i normally get the feeling around the back of my head, towards the bottom.
i often feel dizzy at school, but i normally eat every break. sometimes i skip breakfast but i always get something from the canteen as soon as i get to school (a muffin, toast, cheese and bacon roll) and i always have 2 or more servings at dinner.
with the mood swings? i don't really know if they are relevant either? but they'll just happen. anything my absolute best friends do just get under my skin and i have all these nasty thoughts racing through my head but then give it half a day and i'm back to normal and there isn't anything they CAN do wrong. that's the best i can describe them, i guess. sometimes i just want to cry and sleep it all off and just forget everyone but then the next day i'll be this huge bundle of energy and nothing can wipe the smile off my face.
so that's basically it. is there something wrong with me? because i went through some sort of phase for 10 minutes or so and i was just writing down all this stuff on my phone, and it started to scare me and i don't like how much nurofen i take, because about 4 of 5 months ago, i went through a stage when i would take a tablet of panadol or nurofen everyday for no reason. it only lasted a week, but still.
i really don't know if half the stuff i've listed here is useful or relevant in any way. maybe i'm making something out of nothing? either way, any feedback would be much appreciated because i just want answers.
also, i don't know if this needs to be listed because it's stopped now, but maybe a year or so ago, i would have trouble standing? like, when i was sitting down, it's like my legs would just not work. and once i did manage to stand, for a few minutes i would have trouble stepping and walking and it felt like my legs were nothing but jelly that just collapsed underneath me when i tried to move and support myself with my steps. i don't know what it means? but like i said, i assume it has stopped because i haven't experienced it for maybe just under 12 months? i'm not very clear, and i apologise in advance. but like i said, answers or just feedback would be really really nice.
thankyou for reading this mess,
holly.
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