As a former heroin addict, I went to methadose for 3 years and found myself at a standstill at3 mls of methadose unable to get further and I was also doing heroin almost every day. My life is slowly falling apart so I quit methadose 8 days ago and substituted with heroin because of the information I found out about how much more difficult methadose is to come off thatn heroin. Am I fooling myself with my whole appoach or is there a point where the methadose will be completly out of my system and then I can go to detox to detox from the heroin. Originally my plan was to go to detox program inhouse and detox from the methadose but they told me they don't do detoxification from methadose just the heroin. So that is why I am doing down in the hopes of getting through the worst of methadose detoxing and then to inhouse detox for the heroin. I am very confused as my heroin use was at 1/2 point twice a day but over the last few days I have gone off the deep end and used 4 points one day and 2 the next. I feel like I am going crazy and I am very scared. Please help me to undersytand  what is going on