I have a lil story I would love some feedback on.... I am 31 yrs old. I have been a heroin addict for 15 yrs. I quit when I was 21 because I found out I was pregnant, it was hard, I was no saint, but I did it long enough to have a healthy baby and got on Methodone as soon as I gave birth(no I didn't breastfeed). Then soon after got back on the heroin. Then when I was 29 I found out I was pregnant again. I had a pretty bad habbit and tried using Methodone to detox myself. I ended up having a miscarrige and almost died from hemmerging! So needless to say I started using AGAIN!!!.... Now I am 31. Four and a half months pregnant! As soon as I found out I was, I got on Methodone for about a month and a half, then I got suboxone, wich I've been on for 5 days now. I started with 1 8mg the 1st day, then 1/2 of one the 2nd-5th day, now 1/3 for 3 days and 1/4 4days then 1/8 the last 8 days! I'm not sure how many total days that is, and this is self prescribed(no docs) but so far so good! I am only experincing occasional sweats and hot flashes, and a little trouble sleeping at night. Which makes it a lil hard to get up in the morning, but after about an hour I feel fine! I am now just waiting for my MediCal approval so I can get some damn prenatal care. But I know my body and I know ME & THE BABY are gonna make it!
So thats just a bit of my story, I think I'm doing fine, but any thoughts or advice would be greatly appreciated. And if this helped even 1 person, EVEN BETTER!
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