Did i tear my hymen by masturbating ? :(

 pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee helppppppppppppppp

Hi, iam 23 and i have never had sex, no finguring,tampons or any other device , but i use to masturbate alot.for the first time my boyfriend touched my Private area and he started masturbating and touching nothing else, we didnt entered anything inside, so that time i felt a jelly and water liquid coming from my inside and after 15 minutes that we finished romance we went out of our room to bring something to eat when i came back i sat on the chair and something came from inside when i checked, it was light red spots with the white liquid coming from my inside it was not bleeding so much but just came three times and the color was light red mix with the jelly white liquid so i was like this for 5 hours and the next morning i was all right , and i also felt a very light pain in my waist...., so plz plz tell me if iam still a virgin and my hymen is safe , iam very very scare , this is my culture to be virgin , they put a white sheet to check the virginity in the 1st night of marriage, iam really very scare, my family will kill me if they know i have done this :( plz answer me some one iam worried .

Thanks