I am 15 years old and I have this beautiful friend. He has sleek brown hair and eyes the color of jades. It's hard not to get excited or smile whenever I am around him. A lot of people think our friendship is weird because I am black and he is white but that is irrelevant. Anyway, I don't think he knows about my sexuality or that I like him to an extent that is beyond friendship. In addition, I think he wants to experiment with me because sometimes he jokes about me and him having oral sex or he would ask me if I wanted babies with him.I remember this one time when he kept lifting up hia shirt in front of me during P.E. Sometimes he would just want to seriously talk to me about puberty. I want to ask him if we could possibly masturbate together and stroke each other's penis but I'm scared he'll think I am weird and I would destroy our friendship. On the other hand I think he's curious but doesn't want to tell me because he's just as scared.
P.S. I love white boys. I hope he has a pink tip but if he doesn't I'd still enjoy his penis.
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Im in like exactly the same situation apart from the fact i am white, unrelated... Anywhoo the only thing that i can think of is to tell him you are gay first and see if he says something like 'im curious' or 'me too' but it could be banter but you seem close..
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I told at the start of our sophomore year which was on the twentieth of August. He said he thought I was. I didn't tell him about the whole being attracted to him or wanting to have intercourse with him part. I was way too scared to do that. However, he did come over my house. When he was about to take a shower I handed him a towel in the bathroom when he jokingly asked me if I wanted to get in with him. My dad was home so I told him no and that was the end if that. When he got out of the shower he came into my room still wet with a nothing but a tail over him. We joked and talked about school a little. Then one thing led to the other and then we were suddenly talking about me being gay. He asked if I like him and I didn't say anything because i was so nervous. I just ignored him. He started asking me if I had ever kissed another guy or if I have ever had gay sex. He said he was just curious. I told him no and we just dropped the subject and played some videogames and talked about different things. Around two o' clock in the morning when we were both tired he got on my bed. I usually let company sleep in my bed while sleep on the floor or on the couch. He said he wanted to listen to some songs with me before we went to sleep so I got in the bed with him and we both listened to some music on his phone. He pretended to be sleep and put his arm over me. I liked it so I put my arm around him too. He stopped pretending and we started making out in the bed. When he really started grabbing my penis and moaning I told him we had to be quiet so my dad wouldn't hear and I locked the door. We made out some more, got nude and we had sex. It was so amazing! After we were done we just laid in bed naked and I asked him if he was gay too. He said he was confused about his sexuality and that it was really complicated. I asked if we could be like a secret couple and his smartass replied with, "We're just friends with benefits." Anyway, I asked him if we could do it again and he said maybe. We've kissed in the bathroom and at each other's house but we really haven't done anything beyond that. I want to though. I even told him I would give him a hand job today. He said okay so we may do it again.
P.S. The tip wasn't pink but it was cute. Let me know if you want more details or information.
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