Me and my bestfriend mess with Eachother we mess but it's more like a cute couple messing kind off... He does things that turn me on and I tell him and he keeps doing it but then Stops! He has touched my penis twice on two different occasions. We were messing on his be I was asleep he said he loved me (messing) so I was lying down and I pouted like kissing the air, he kept saying I love to so I kept pouting but I didn't realise he started to get closer and closer but we kissed. A couple of months before that he said he doesn't support gay rights but I'm gay and I don't support them it's messed up with me but i love him. Is he playing with me for a laugh? Is he gay? P.s he doesn't know I'm gay 

Christopher