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As far as detox goes, everyone will experience it differently it seems, much like the drug itself. Methadone withdrawal is particularly mean because of it's long half life in your body. From what I've read, the detox can be different in many ways. Some people can come off low doses and be in shear agony, while others will come off high dosage and barely break a sweat. The hardest part for me is the not knowing. Not knowing when it will be over, which falls back towards the same old "addict" way of thinking, but is hard to steer clear of because of how it feels.
What's important to remember is like others have said, don't try to treat the disease itself, treat what is happening to you body. On it's way out methadone will pull everything good out with it. I recently started taking multi-vitamin, multi-mineral, sam-e (mood stabilizer), 5htp, potassium, fish oil, 2000mg of vitamin C per day, b6, full spectum anti-oxidant + milk thistle, and melatonin at night. Stay awat from red meats and sugar, get lots of good protein (chicken, fish) and drink obnoxious amounts of water. I wasnt doing it this way in the beginning and I wasnt suffering much. Since I've been pounding all this stuff i feel like ive been hit by a truck, which im going to take as a sign that my body is fighting to reboot and kick that garbage out faster.
Ask any doc and they will also say that attitude is the primary factor. Stay positive, get at least a little bit of mild exercise daily (walk a bit at least), and dont just lay there and feel sorry for yourself. Remember it doesnt last forever and you have the rest of your life free of this mental and physical prison to look forward to. I'm just on day 19 (yep still counting days, not weeks or months) and I had ended up leaving at 25mg's, just got sick of it... but remember that if done properly, methadone withdrawal by most accounts can be accomplished in 3-5 weeks.
Hang in there guys, you are not alone.
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I graduated collage in 09, had a great job, apt, car, everything till that pos came back & convinced me he loved me. (we had been apart the last 3 yrs) I realized through all this that I'm addicted to love. I sold my soul for the 2 sec ritual hug we'd give each other after he shot us up. Totally f*cking sick. I disgust myself. I cant look in the mirror. I did my last shot 7/19/10 so its been almost a month now that I've been on methadone. However last night I got a call from the girl who has the best dope & luckily I missed it. However I listened to the vm & it got my palms sweating/heart racing. I want it so damn bad! I need help coping w/these mental cravings. Are they ever going to go away?
No one knows about this except my ex bf (the one who got me strung out then left me w/no food, dope, only $20. I hate him so much, keep listening to mofa I dont Care by Murderdolls and thinking of him! We were together for 6.5 yrs, I just dont get how he could use me up then leave me. I mean I pawned a few things, but I never stole or intentionally hurt someone to get their $ for dope. I'm so scared that I will start picking up the 313 area codes when the withdrawls kick in.
My brain is f*cked. I have no support system. I asked my mom for help back in Feb & she just starting screaming terrible things at me which caused me to listen to Damien & steal $500 from her. It all went to dope. Ive wasted 1000s on it & I have nothing to show for it except a disgusting little scar in the crook arm. Is anyone else out there going through someting even remotely similar? I've been listening to Tool & APC constantly & that seems to help a little.
I've come so far, was up to almost 1gram/day of dope, now only .5mg methadone, but it would be so easy to slide right back down in the abyss. I almost died in Detroit when a guy named Gravedigger mixed up the shots & gave me his. I wonder if that would have been better... I'm just lost...
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Since I quit cold turkey (I couldn't see prolonging the painful withdrawals weeek after week). My dear doctor gave me muscle relaxers and valium because I was having such painful seizure type musckle contractions and little sleep. It's been 5 days, and I'm feeling very tired, worn out and hoping to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but still pretty dim at this point. I know it's worth it. My liver was feeling sick, I was severely having problems with constipation from all the narcotics and I have no idea what my pain threshlold anymore is. So maybe if I have to go back if I do still have reall pain, but I pray to God that it's almost over. I wish you all well with your journey and just keep upwith it
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any similar experience or situation? HELP
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Man I've read so many of these post about people going cold turkey and all i can say is i have much respect for all of you. I just move to oklahoma about 2 weeks ago and had my normal take out of 2 weeks but it was 2 days short of my intake at my new clinic. I had my last dose on sat. morning and its now late monday evening and while i dont feel horrible its enough to bug the sh#t out of me (thank god i go to the clinic tomorrow morning).
I have though detoxed off of methadone before and i had no real problems. I was on 40mgs which i know is a low stable dose and most likely made it easier but i think doing this will work for higher levels. Its really simple just go down 5mgs every 2 weeks and when u get to 5mgs go to 2mgs for another 2 weeks then stop. There were really no withdraw symtoms other than getting good sleep (which can take a while no matter how u detox).
Myself I was not ready but my family thought i was and low an behold about a month later i was back on narcs. I've now been on it again for a little over a year and while on methadone i have never used anything eles so for me it works great. I'm hopeing to be off of it in a year or so and sense i've detoxed before it doesnt scare me.
Just be smart about it and please dont do one of those 28 day detoxes cuz if your on a high dose like 100mgs or more u will go through a significant amount of withdraw.
Good luck to all and stay strong.
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