Hi, I am a 24 year old women with endomitriosis. I am currently in menopous thanks to hormone theropy, which by the way I hate! Unfortunately I don't know what else to do. I have undergone 5 serguries to correct the condidtion and all it seems to do is make things even worse. This disease has caused me alot of hardship, I have had two pregnancies in the past 3 years. I had alot of concerns for my unborn children that I was told was unneccisary by my doctor, that the illness had no bearing on their well-being. My son was still born because my uterus could not support his weight and the doctor took to long to get to the hospital. I was then assured I was un able to have more children which killed me. Then low and behold last summer I was pregnant again, this time the doctors swore they would pay closer attention. 2 months in I started getting what I thought was extreme cramping so I called my doctor and even visited the hospital twice in one week and still I was told I was over reacting and proper tests were not administered. I then found out 3 weeks later that I had been in pre mature labor for 3 weeks and that the fetus was already reobsorbed back into my body. I just feel that this s just cruel and unusual punishment. I want children sooo bad but I don't know what to do. I have already had my own child grow inside me and bonded with him and devoted my life to them but I don't know if I am strong enough to go forth and adopt one, I feel so selfish but I just want my own, I am just really frusterated and confused. I have since had another doctor to offer me the care I should have been given to begin with, if I want to try again. Has any one had to deal with this, can you shed some light please................ :-(