WOW all of your comments add up, the problem with me is I am 18 years of age, i have smoked bud since i was 15, 20 quids worth a day easily, and now i have silly pay day loans etc just to start covering the cost of the amount of bud im smoking. It was just TODAY 17/11/12 that i decided things need to change. I have a draw left at home so what i am going to do is go home smoke it, and then I am cold turkey all the way.
I work 5 days a week for a reasonable net pay of a thousand pounds a month, but at the minute 800/900 pounds is going out every month because of bud!!!! these figures are not fake... fair do's 200/300 quid is rent but about 500 pounds each month is getting spent on herb! And i told myself not long ago instead of buying small draws and eighths but start buying q's halfs and oz's but what happened when i started doing that was I was smoking even MORE! so now is the final time i shall debate about bud.... I have tried quitting so many times but this time feels more for myself rather than others.
I am so worried about the affects that are going to kick in as i smoke about 6 spliffs aday easily on my own and its not grass its proper blues and blue cheese & quality haze/Grapefruit.
I HAVE to have one before bed and when i wake up these are the two spliffs that i personally think will affect me the most because every morning when i wake up i am so morbid and slow it is unreal, I am also slowly loosing it even at my age, i talk to myself in the head I constantly think people are watching me
I JUST NEED TO STOP AND I WISH MYSELF LUCK BECAUSE I THINK IM GOING TO NEED IT.
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