hi,

I'm Marge

when i got my menstruation at 12 i had it regularity, but then years later, it has become a problem, when i got to high school my menstruation never become regular again, it almost take me a year to get one, but when i do, its a bloody 2 weeks, i have seen the doctors when i was younger they gave me pills, it help at first and then stop helping so i stopped taking them, iam now 22yld, a virgin and i m planing to lose my virginity to my bf. he's been away for a while and coming home next week, i m planing to give my virginity to him as a welcome back present. weve been dating for a while now, and i think hes the right one. he has a thick 8" penis and im a lil scared for my self. we were dirty talking earlier and i got really turned on and wet, and i saw my brush, so i tried it out, (i used the handle, not the brush part). i tried masturbating with it coz i wanna know how much it will hurt. i wasnt as bad as i thought. now i think i can take his penis and enjoy it. after i masturbate i saw a lil blood on the handle. then i said "that was it? it wasnt bad at all." then few minutes later, right now, when i peed i see blood,  i have a menstruation. 

i remember when my mom was talking to a friend of her about my irregular menstruation she said ïts probably because shes a virgin" i find that phrase very stupid back then, until today. could it be because im a virgin?

is this possible that i now have a menstruation because of masturbation? or is was just a coincidence?

and will i still bleed when i have sex with my bf,? coz i think its better if i bleed, i think he would appreciate it more. 

thank you all for reading this.

ill be waiting for your replies.