Hello, So I have a problem that's been confining me to a ghost-like life style and all I feel is alone.(no suicidal thoughts)!! So about last year around September a person I now realize wasn't much of a good influence as I thought he was(uncle) introduced me to Molly. According to him he'd rather had did it with me vs. me doing it with the wrong crowd. So it turned out to be a ride of my life and boy I thought that nothing could ever go wrong anymore. It had given me the courage to finally approach the girl of my dreams. I guess deep down it helped alleviate my insecurities and gave me a false sense of security/: From that point I'd start doing it without him on my own occasions , around friends, strangers etc... It wasn't until I go kicked out of the house I realized it started to changed me, mold me into something I wasn't. I'd be moody all the time, seldomly had an appetite for anything and my father would always tell me how skinny I've gotten, but I'd never listened....): all i wanted to do or could think about was to boot up and get high. So a year filled with corrupted seeds had been planted and passed since I'd first tried it and 6 months ago was the last time i'd actually consumed the drug..but upon consumption something I now know as life changing and devastating happened. I could feel my head relentlessly shaking like some sort of tremor and I didnt really think much of it at the time but for those that have popped Molly knows how difficult it is and such a rough phase coming down from the high feels. As time had passed the shaking started to magnify following a roaring nervousness and paranoia feeling in my stomach. No matter how hard I tried stoping it would get worse and that night I was actually at Walmart and people were just staring at me I didn't know what to do. Little did I know I would never be the same after that. It is now six months after and every time I'm in any public setting around people my head would involuntarily shake along with my hands and legs would tremble and I've been dealing with this for what seems like forever. From when I wake up until when I lay down to go to sleep i constantly think about my shaking. I've been on two jobs since i'd last down it and on both I would get countless stares. I constantly relive the moments of my life prior to my first high and regret has become apart of the way I think. I'm sorry for the life's story^ but if there's someone out there that's going through a similar situation or that knows what I should do please reply to this, thank you.