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x pillpoper wrote:
I was prescribed 10 500 percosets 180 a month oxy cotton 80 milligrams tablets 4 * a day hydromorphone 8 milligram tablets 8 * today oxymorphone 10 milligram immediate release 5 * a day and for otp anna 40 milligram extended release 5 times a day. It's in the will of the person I've been taking all these medications for over 10 years with exception to be up an addition which was in the last 6 years. As well I was on xanax valium adderall methadone a whole list of ads I went cold turkey it took me about 30 days to get over the physical withdrawals do to that the down in some of the other medications the mental side took me about 3 months.
My son has recently admitted to me and his doctor that he has been addicted to percocet for just under a year. It started with three different doctors prescribing it for three different ailments. He said it made him feel so good, gave him confidence, he felt better than he ever did. This is how he got hooked. He has been having some emotional problems, depression, anxiety, crying for several months now. He attributes this to stopping "cold turkey." Is it really possible for someone to stop abusing on their own and stay clean? He says he had done a lot of research on percocet and realized it had taken over his life and nothing had ever done that before. It is readily available at his workplace and this worries me. I guess I just want someone to tell me that it is possible for someone to quit on their own and never go back! He swears he is no longer using and has no desire to use it again.
I have also been on Percocet for 5 years but I stopped taking it on July21, 2012! What DID help he was to SLOWLY reduce the dosages AND I started taking Tramadol. I went through hell but it only lasts @ 2 weeks. If you REALLY put your mind to it and PRAY it can be done. I won!! Tell people your plans and they will cheer you on. It is amazing how much phantom pain I was having when the percs wore off!. I would friggin PANIC! But I found that OTC meds like 800mg of Ibruprofen, work just as well. Ibruprofen reduces the inflamation, Percs only MASK the pain. Its like putting a bandaid on a wart. The only thing I suffer from now is depression. I will have to increase my Prozac + talk to my doctor. Remember,It cab ne done and you will reap great victory and freedom!!
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I'd never used drugs before at quite this level, and my current level is not ultra-high. I had climbed a Percocet mountain once; I took nearly ten pills a day, feeling overwhelming euphoria, joy, and a sense of purpose.
When I was in high school and early in college, I smoked marijuana and drank too much; this occurred after my sister passed away. I was highly self-medicating). But I have a new problem, quite ongoing with Percocet and Clonazepam; I have experienced OCD-like symptoms for years in the past. I've suffered obsessional thoughts.
Then, when I began taking Clonazepam, or Klonapin, on a lark -- trying my wife's -- I felt improved, but now I feel so uncomfortable without it. I have a double-problem. This will sound like the world's biggest excuse. Nonetheless --
I am a writer. I have written a few novels and screenplays. I am not significantly published, but I have won scholarships and fellowships. I found that with Percocet, I write entirely more, sometimes beautiful passages.
I am a natural entertainer with a good, loving heart and two beautiful children, but, my friends, I am having trouble. I sometimes behave highly erratically. I can rage one moment, and want to cry at another. I have been better now that I am at low doses (for Percocet two a day; this took massive discipline; nonetheless I long for that euphoria ... the sense that all is right with the world. The world feels so broken at times. My Klonapin use is out of control -- two or more a day; I have found that Klonapin can keep me from the Percocet, which is a blessing, for, at its worse, P is a monster. The come-down is awful.
Sometimes I feel so sad. Like I am forever chasing a complete quit. Help.
If you're in pain out there, I understand. I have love in my heart for you. God bless you. Hold on.
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