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hello im 29 i have a 7 year old daughter and 6 year old son after my son was bron im not sure if its becuse i am with 2 kids and no dad to help with them the dr strogly wanted me to get my tubs clamped needless to say he didnt tell me i wouldt be able to ever have kids again. so i did it after a while i found out the truth and im like huh wow this is not what i wanted they said will nothen we can do u filled out the paper work wich i have bad depresion any ways so i think if i remember right i wasnt quit thinking right becuse that got in the way after my son was born. and it was all such a rush. had my son 3 weeks later im going in to have my tubs clamped i wasnt even in the right state of mind at the time nor did i no what the out come was in tell after the fact they did it. it was like a one nite stand it felt like but the ot come is no more kids. really it sucks becuse my life is over with . im married now to the man i love
hes never had kids. he wants them just as much i as i would love to give them to him but i cant. im in pain all the time i dont want to have sex after this stupied clamp. my bleeding is so bad i get sick throwing up pain headacks and high temps. im always moody never happy at all. it goes on for more then a week at a time. like atlest im bleeding for a week and 3 or 4 days aftr the first 3 days are so havy im like this ant right no dr will help me i have had blood test that say my sex drive is alright but how can it be when for 8 years u have sex maybe one outa of that year? do any one feel or have this problome at all? or am i just a naging wife with 2 loving kids
that hate my guts i hate me now. im not happy i want another baby so badly that. i dont know right now im just runing out of hopes. i dint ask for my life to be like this and they didnt say the out come would be this bad at all. being sick being moody so bad i want to hid away from my self heavy bleeding that hurts like .. will. u know.
any one haven this prob plz let me know thank you all so much sorry for my ms spelling
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